Dear Chrissy,

My heart goes out to you. Please dont cry. You already meet up with Joey regularly, in fact he is with you all the time, you simply are not aware of it. In order to become aware of it I know this sounds so difficult you need to relax. If this feels too hard at the moment, why dont you ask your dad to help you again? Put your request for a dream in his hands, and go to sleep trusting that he will help you. He has made it quite clear to you that he is there and aware. Pain is like mist blurring your awareness, whereas trust is a feeling that will allow you to relax and ...remember.

Wishing you all the best.

Love.
Giulia